Used some greek keywords on bipolar disorder and no meds.

Came up with nothing.

Drugs are good.

Psychiatrists think it's the only option,the only cure.

I hoped for the slightest wisper in the oposite direction and now I feel like a 3 year old who's doing something wrong.

And tha's just the tip of the iceberg I am afraid.

Loaded emotionally I am feeling so cut off and unable to talk .

Or write.

Why the fuck did I even bothered looking for an answer in a question I already knew the answer?