mmm good night fellow icaristas.

today was a strange day. my eyes have suddenly become incredibly sensitive to light, to the point that I couldn't drive and had to wear sunglasses in my living room. after a morning spent being productive on the computer i suddenly couldn't look at the screen anymore without distortion and pain, so i ended up taking a magical walk through the land of frozen ice and twisted trees (I love cold cold weather and fascinating winter that turns soft fluid water into sharp solid ice making all kinds of uncanny cracking noises and unbelievable fractal patterns...), and then making phone calls and connecting with my icarista collaborators madigan and will, and this was so good. i am feeling blessed and enchanted by what happens when we do the inner work to take down our walls and let our hearts out to connect with other people, and we find ourselves mirrored and mirroring back, dancing in the dark world of connections and non-linear ways of knowing, opening up to all kinds of mysteries and possibilities and permutations of language... it is all so interesting... and now I am thinking about all kinds of things from the world of dark moon and fallow gardens, things like tarot cards and sex and chocolate and creaking doors and silver and green and still water and sailing ships and wind and summer and burdock and birth... it is all floating around in there, multiplying... and I am so excited about the things my heart is doing, loving people, getting excited about touching them and knowing them and being open to them. mmmmmmm darkness and new information...