here we are and i am getting ready to go and i don't really know what i'm supposed to be here except leaving. and on the car ride back i'll be sitting there thinking i know.

She has made her boyfriend too important in her life and to big a part of keeping her mentally healthy. Realizing this as problematic, she begins to deeply reflect on why that is and discovers that her low self-esteem and feelings of worthlessness make her too sensitive to his actions, keeping her from living her life, and experiencing love with many people.