I dont get it anymore...I dont. I am...well..I WAS in a relationship with this girl..we're complete opposites but..completely crazy about eachother you know...She has her friends and theyre all  prepped out and all and i have mine and we're all punked out and its 2 completely different lifestyles, and her friends dont like me BECAUSE of this. So yesterday she broke it off because one of her friends are just making her choose and i said that i didnt want her to lose her friends, but that is SUCH CHILDESS CRAP and idk its really getting me down.

  But theres other things too  that perhaps you guys can help. I get so many mood swings but i really really dont want to take any medication cause i think it'll make me kill myself. Can you guys give me some advice im new to this whole self help thing and i think its such a good idea but idk , this is pretty hard for me and i most likely sound lke an idiot cause i really dont know how to go to people for things but im hoping someone can help me 'cause i really dont know how to go about things anymore.