I am very very stressed about packing again tomorrow, and not being settled for a few days. My mental heamth is heavily dependent on the stability of a homey room with all my comforting stuff surrounding me. i'm not from anywhere, I don't have a childhood home, I don't have a family home. The paintings, books, postcards, pictures that surround me are grounding me, the only roots that remind me of where I come from. I am so glad that the Lamictal is working because the stress of moving is so terrible that it could create an episode. I need to remember that my priority is really to move, get settled as fast as possibly in order to regain balance before I panic too much.