...to the bottom.

I was so hopeful in my last post! And after that, I had 6 full months of stability. I was celebrating my glorious victory on anything that would pin me down.

I haven't written anything here in so long.

In the past 4 months and a half, many things have happened:

My dance piece is performed this saturday. It's called the Art of Falling.

I've spent the day in my room and cannot think about going to class tomorrow. I don't get it, I haven't be happy yet, I haven't been really happy, so how can I be getting depressed already?

I'm worried; these past 48hours I've felt extremely agitated, unable to sleep, I've had racing thoughts, I've been irritable.

I have talked about her to my therapist for the whole hour today. How it wasn't all my fault like I've thought. How I am not clingy or codependent. Just sensitive.

I'm ok.