All I want is to look into your eyes. For as long as I want to.
OR

I'm sick of this f_n' Bull_. I want out. Now. My plan: see Dr. ____ as my doctor and get him to help me get off the meds.
OR

June 13/06

How many secrets do you want me to hold for you?
Family secrets.
Game playing secrets.
Overmedicating secrets.
Two faces secrets.

Building blocks (experiments) stacked and placed to create a structure.
Vs.
A perfect structure created into which we can explore our subjective truths.

Hi ___,

I'm still in hospital involuntarily. The doctors have diagnosed me with bipolar and say that I had a manic episode. I initially wrote what follows just for myself.