it is creation i miss most

because creation is not a plan --

no wires twist-charge-fry.

only fry-twist-charge with change

only twist-twist-change-change

Adendum: Adding, then Dumb

After posting my previous entry this morning- my somewhat usual mix, provocative, clever, pretentious.  I had a moment, like o.k"¦"¦"¦"¦"¦"¦what am I up to here?  What are we up to? 

the holy days

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the saddest christmas morning news
the world was about to blow a fuse
and many spread good cheer
despite being on the verge of tears
i skipped the festivit

Me.

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I hate my life and want to die.

here's a poem:

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you

 
I want to die. forever. gone. non-existent.

boring health anxiety post

i m not well. i think the flu set off the cfids and fibro stuff, my joints hurt. my muscles feel like lead's in them. i guess it could still be flu i don't know but it can trigger the other stuff.

fate

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i am split up in my head
like a bubblegum machine--
i take out one part at a time
and it costs a pretty penny each time
some times it seems like a trick

transitions and adjustments

I am feeling frustrated with the world right now -- its demands and expectations. 

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