another blog about a letter I wrote, this time to get closure on an obviously failed friendship. Already posted in blog forum under "Reuben's World"

Trying to find out whether I've lost one of my dearest friends (3 yr friendship) because of mania earlier this year

In which I introduce myself, spill my guts about the past year up to now, and basically cry out for empathy in my loneliness.

Most of you know how a manic episode can freak out those close to you and result in isolation. Here you'll see how 4 such episodes this year left me in a pretty fragile state.