From http://forthelonghaul.org: I wrote this poem at 2AM; it’s dark, but no doubt a part of me as I stumble along in this journey of recovery. I have good days and bad, but no matter what I am happy to be alive.

Wonder

Sometimes i wonder,
why i even bother,
to engage in a world that doesn’t care whether i live or die,
because life is not an instrument,
measured and anointed.
Free will is a mere nuisance,
where control is the jurisprudence.
But then why do we even try,
if our mark goes unnoticed,
our trace goes un-tracked.
Our voice muted by the violence,
of an ever growing tyrant,
whose name shall go unmentioned,
but whose deed shall give all nightmares.

I understand you, I do. 

This is a fun one! Aloha, Cindy

I would love to be free of medications..

(choice. my choice… mine?)....

Aloha, My name is Cynthia, most people call me Cindy. I'm a Poet/ Writer living in Kailua-Kona, HI..

I love art and am also an artist. (I had a piece in a VSA show in Honolulu last month! )

I hope that all of you like my poem... The Universe! Aloha, Cindy

“in the Sun”

Inducing the erosion of vulgarity in human form…

Layer by portion forced off from depravity, the answer was here,