This blog is helping me a lot already. I like the idea that no one I knoew will ever read it, and that I can just post all the time and look at my thoughts in front of me.

I am very very stressed about packing again tomorrow, and not being settled for a few days.

I am tired. Katarzyna's novella starts with that. I am tired of waking up in the morning to go live. Well, I, for one, am tired of living in a world empty of her.

I feel stuck, into my own knots. I find myself back into places i thought i'd never go back to. I did go past solitude, I remember.

I have to move. Again. I've moved 9 times this past year. I've taken my postcards off the walls and scotchtaped them again on other walls. I don't mind that much. It's the way I work, too, escape.

Courage is grace under pressure. - Ernest Hemingway

i am so lonely despite my being surrounded by amazing people and friends. i need someone to relate to on another level.