re-introduction of self to icarus. as my life day looms and I make commitments to healthy things, like blogging. :)

bleck, how do i write this stuff down, when it just keeps swirling in and out of my head? i can't catch it... what do i do? write it down while i can... i think, sometimes i think writing things down makes it worse.

I'm not sick. Quitting Paxil a little at a time.

Dearest, Dearest Sascha,

Yesterday, I went to see you at Bellevue and I chuckled on the way there because I was there exactly a year ago.  I was kinda hoping you were on the same floor I was on so that I could say hi to the staff and see if they remembered me.