I wasn't aware that a diagnosis isn't always 'permanent' or 'official' thing and thought that it was something held against me. Since that had been my experience at a young age.

I am beginning to feel better, happier again. I have realized that I am really needy for some receptivity. I don't know if that has been a part of this whole 'therapy' sort of thing.
I have no idea what to tell therapists. I think I have an appointment with one this week or next week. I just want to tell people things, and when they hear me- and the voice becomes more than this...emptiness..it must be an emotional thing. I feel like, sharing and caring is important because a person cannot just love themselves can they? Even if they do, that doesn't cut it. Humans are social animals and cutting them off of resources is not the way to help them continue the evolution of the population, of human-kind and all it's beauty and wonders. I agree that life has been hard for some, but not for everyone. We should look on the happy side!

I was really bored so here's a shitty essay! :)

I am starting my journey today...and continuing it in the only way I can- abstinence from MEDICATIONS.

I'm using TEA to replace the PILLS, and am going to see if this works. Anytime I crave the medication I'll just sip some tea. Hmmmm seems like a good method.