I want to give him my whole heart

Allright. I guess I'll update this thing. Three entries in a month? That's a lot right? Not so much. Gratitude is my favorite feeling, because it's one that I never bothered to acknowledge before my sobriety. It's beyond just "I'm alive" today too. That's a great gift too, but sometimes I want more than being alive.

JuST TrYin' To LiVE LifE

It is always a challenge to make dinner. Some nights it is just a frozen pizza.

In the wake of such a massive love, such a magic drive to create, the longing stuffed me into its tight marsupial asshole and farted. The hood went up and my eyes sunk into little slits against the cold, stupid masses of New Yorkers. Life took shit after shit on me and I matched the donation almost every time.

We are let to fall, never learning the lesson of Icarus. Daedalus was a fool to not know that lovers will always reach for the sun.

Bridges to Tirabithia and I fell in love with her again on the journey from here to there. Learning about stench of flesh alight in pleasure and, also, her softness and fury.