I made an animation based on a song I wrote called "Once You Die."

The animation is posted on Vimeo.com, under my name: Anne Beal, and the video title is "Once You Die."  

 here is the link ---> http://www.vimeo.com/7693425

It is about my experience with suicide.  I animated only 20 seconds of the song; you can listen to the whole song at www.myspace.com/annabelleallways . 

let coyote fart in the faces of those who would crush your spirit. he is good at it.

I used to watch children go to school and could not wait to go myself. Soon enough, I attended first and second grade and the excitement soon died, school was nothing like Great-Grandmother's lessons.
 

Madness is genius that wants and needs to be harnessed for creation. The mad mind must be fed a daily buffet of deep, challenging, creative work.

stress over a long period

like an entire life

causes illness

love causes change.

Mourning the pain I've inflicted on my soul for hating it because of being raised by an extremely bi-polar mother and then finding myself in manic episodes. And now, being told I'm o.k. but doubting always.

I find the tears comforting...