Spent several hours in a condo-looking building on campus dancing in a wall-to-wall throng of people while having beer spilled on me and trying not to fall over as people squeezed their way through

Classes just started yesterday and I'm honestly scared shitless about my tech class if I think about it too much.

On the bus now, using my dinky little phone keyboard to type this out. Getting better at using it, I think. Anyway, I'm officially finished taking care of my parents.

I'm right back to this feeling of being sort of uncomfortable in my own skin. But less to do with my physical body. I'm just kind of down.

Just came back from this date with this 30ish guy And it was okay. And that's all. We kissed at the very end, but that's it. I have no desire to have sex with him.

I've had this general feeling of discomfort for a few days now and I don't like it at all. But I'm going to a shrink appointment very soon.

This is another instance of mobile blogging from my phone, on a train this time.