and then i woke up.  so now what?

(and then, various ramblings about events since waking up, and asking: what now)

 been awhile

nothing particularly brilliant or attempting brilliance here.  just complaining into the ether.

first, this is maybe fragmentary, and probably confusingly and even poorly written and possibly grammatically disasterous, especially given the subtlety of thought it aims for regarding gender and language and maybe some math.  for that i apologize to those who still find it interesting enough to slog through my language in an attempt to get at my thoughts herein.

i didn't mean it.  at all.

except that i did.

i probably won't mean this either.

read something else.

and so i continue living in the modest mansion in the fancy neighborhood we can't afford to live in, where we have become shut-ins as our world (and maybe the world at large) continues its merry march off the cliff or into the sea or wherever it is we're all going in this handbasket.