brazilian girls at club soda montreal, made me think of terrible things... what a bummer

made it through the week without freaking, i think.

friendfromafarawayland

recount

welllps. it's monday. haven't been outside yet. forcing depressing back onto myself.... like i'm afraid to be undepressed. like i don't even know who that is anymore.... it's been six months now of unstability, crippling suicidality, laziness, agitation, anger, elation.

cycling

shades of grey lightening

waking up to muffled sounds and muted sunlight