its hard for me to look into the eyes of my partner when expressing complicated emotions because i dont want him to see how awful i feel, about myself or whatever it is that i am expressing to him. i honestly feel and believe that if i was more attractive, my pleasure in our love making, would be more of a priority for him. my thoughts drift to my disconnect with mass media and societal acceptances. me or please me?

damn you, damn you asshole. i hate myself for loving u.

Daily Dealings From a wanna be survivor

Damn, that was fun.  I haven't done that since I've been to the dentist's office as a kid...

As an introduction of myself to the Icarus community, I throw bits and pieces of my life into cyberspace, with no expectations.  This is really without risk.

Sex-Ritual

I'm not quite sure what a "teaser" is to this project, but you may want to consider the audience!