has god given me directions?

 What if my medication isn't doing anything?  What if it is my belief in the medication that makes it effective aka the placebo effect?

In which I introduce myself, spill my guts about the past year up to now, and basically cry out for empathy in my loneliness.

Most of you know how a manic episode can freak out those close to you and result in isolation. Here you'll see how 4 such episodes this year left me in a pretty fragile state.

I'm not sick. Quitting Paxil a little at a time.

waking up to muffled sounds and muted sunlight

NO TABLETS WOT ABOUT THE FREE MONEY

they have tested me for 8 years in mental health! personally i think im hyper but in the army u r challenged daily an ur enrgy is channeld. today i have 2 deal with the side effect of no libido! thats bad...