a critical analysis of Fox's TV show Mental

....it may be an experiment. but as all elixirs go, it starts with a base and from there grows as the barrell deepens.

i am sliding out of society. there are clearly just a few things that i am supposed to do, over and over and over. i begin to be unable to do them. i have loose ends that threaten to rise up and choke me. i can die or i can leave this grid of responsibilities and pressures.

my mind doesn't tell me the truth anymore. it tells me the thing that will keep me breathing for the next five minutes. i can't make things better or different. i can only flit forward just a tiny bit, into the shadow of foward-leaning disaster.

i can't do this anymore. i need to get out.

I'm going to hide from my relatives for awhile. I felt so much better not taking that Abilify last night.

I have felt for a long time that my relationships have had a skewed element to them.  I have never had a relationship last longer than 7 years.  Much to my despair and defeat I have