Here's just some of the crazy shit the Administrator  (a.k.a. "Superfreak") wrote to me in response to my JOURNAL entries......plus 2 other notes from Assistant Administrators ("Scooby" and "Doo", who I really liked) who responded to my email cries of help to them, i.e. "Why is this freak after me?"

I have found my village, even though I am 3000 miles away from it. Thank God for this site. I have so much to learn, so much to share from The Icarus Project.

When I was 12 years old I taught myself to be bulimic. I totally did it because the other girls I knew were doing it and I wanted nothing more than to fit in.

im so tired, i havent slept a wink, im sooooo tired, my mind is on the brink......

Hello.

In which I introduce myself, spill my guts about the past year up to now, and basically cry out for empathy in my loneliness.

Most of you know how a manic episode can freak out those close to you and result in isolation. Here you'll see how 4 such episodes this year left me in a pretty fragile state.

I've already posted to a gateway blog about this Crazy Neighborhood Lady before.  And I am posting this there today, but it probably might fit better over here.