I have felt for a long time that my relationships have had a skewed element to them. I have never had a relationship last longer than 7 years. Much to my despair and defeat I have
June 18, 2007 - Maybe this is some kind of bizarre test. This spring has beset me with a succession of of petty nightmares of a type designed to induce madness even in the hardiest of souls.
The doctor laughs, he darts an engaging, conspiratorial glance at me…..I don’t laugh, I don’t respond to his advances: so, without stopping laughing, he tries the terrible fire of his eyes on me. We consider each other in silence for a few seconds; he looks me up and down with half closed eyes, he classifies me. In the crackpot category? Or in the scoundrel category?.....