So, since I last wrote therapy has stabalized a bit. I no longer feel absolutely terrified to go in anymore and she has backed off considerably from pressuring me into anything.

Things are going well. Sometimes I almost forget to write about the good things and only include the bad stuff.

Ok so after some email conversations back and forth stuff has been cleared up a bit more.....I swear I am the ONLY person who does BETTER with less body language cues!

I am taking time away from therapy right now.

Well it's 4 am and I am up. I have been working insane hours so my body is just super out of whack now! I haven't been feeling so well these last couple of days.

Things have been kinda insane lately where I am with all the snow. I was stranded at work for 48 hrs!!

So since I last wrote some interesting things have transpired. I have set very clear no contact boundaries with my family and other friends that were negative for me. It has been sheer hell.